Monday, September 15, 2008

Pain

Today J and LK brought me some food. I know J should buy me food and anything else I need because he got my disability check but it still hurts. Everytime I see him hurts. Everytime I see them together hurts. How could he love someone more than me? It hurts. Oh my god how it hurts.
But being away from them hurts less.

1 comment:

kitty said...

I don't know what your whole situation is - but it sounds like you need to get your checks so they don't go straight to him - especially if he is cashing them and not giving you the money!!

anyway - you know where to find me... email me if you want to talk

*HUGS*