Sunday, September 21, 2008

Hard and expensive

Today Vanessa told me that LK had a miscarriage and told her about it. It was J's baby. The twins were J's. They never loved me at all.

Last night J told me I was hard and expensive. And, that I had an autistic kid. Basically that I would be lonely forever.

How could he say that to me and love me at all?

He never loved me... I was just too stupid to know it.

Add that to hard and expensive.

I don't know who I hate worse... them or me.

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