Moving On

I took Polly Pedicure for his chemo today. Vanessa's back was too bad. I feel so sorry for both of them.

Tonight I'm going to see some mutual friends of J and LK. They are gorean. (Actually I kissed a rock and promised to be gorean too, but that's a story for another day. Let's just say it was one more thing I did to make J and LK happy.) I'm scared they are going to berate me for leaving. They have already called me up and asked about my alt account. I acted ashamed of it.. I guess because I value their opinion of me, but I'm not. I want a new Master. Where is the harm in that? I know it probably won't happen for a long long time... but the sooner I start looking the sooner it can happen.

I have moved on.

No.

I am moving on.

I am trying to move on?