So. It still hurts. No matter what I do. No matter how much meaningless sex I have, no matter how much I dance, no matter how much I dig my heels in... It hurts.
What hurts is that he didn't love me like I loved him. Ever. I believed in him so much. I trusted him so much. But he never did anything but love me like someone loves a dog. A beloved dog... but just a dog.
He threw me away.
Yeah, it hurts.
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2 comments:
It really hurts when you give your 'forever' to someone who's only giving you their 'for now' :(
But not only does this prove what a tw*t he is, it proves how loving YOU are that you can still feel badly about this. Hang tough hon, you're worth a bazillion of either of them :)
~ Terri
Of course it hurts, but that doesn't mean you don't keep trying to get over him... because you will.
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